You are the history and I’m a forgotten war dear..
Let me conquer you like Alexander expected to conquer the world
I’ll keep you safe inside my arms like my beating heart
I won’t let no trouble come closer to you
I’ll take the bullet for you
And at night when you can’t fall asleep
I’ll press my lips against yours to remind you that I’ll always be here for you.
More drunken arguments.
And a terrible end of to-be-the-best-day-of-my-fucking-life.
And now when I’m trying to forget everything, when I’m trying to move on you text me again. You want to be good like all those times. You showing me poems, you showing me stories. You telling me what all has happened in your home, with your dog when I wasn’t there.
I don’t want to be there again. I have no tears left to shed. I don’t know how to tell you this. But I hope you take the hint from my face and block me from your life again.
I can’t walk alone,
Give me a hand to hold on.
If I cry for you
Will you come back?
If I promise to be your slave
Will you come back?
I can’t get over you
I guess I will never.
My love was true for you
But you were there to enjoy.
The Sun came out
And again it started
Everything I touched
Reminds me of how much I needed you
I need you, I want you.
Then why can’t I have you
I know you still love me
I know you still feel my love
I know you still want me
Then why can’t we have each other.
Maybe it’s the society we live in
Anyway they will never understand our
She got up. It was supposed to be one of the most important day of her life, then why everyone was being emotional? Everything seems to be in slow motion. Everyone wanted to be close to her, everyone wanted to take care if her. She hot ready in her beautiful red saree. Everyone watching her with eyes full of tears. They saw her coming downstairs. Everyone watching her like they’ve forgot to blink. She kept her gaze on floor. Bangles and diamond necklace shining on her. He hold her in tight embrace and for the first time that evening she lift her gaze. All the rituals were performed well. She was starting her new life. She was getting married.
“You are full of attitude”
“You are a cheater” he shouted.
“No I’m not. Please don’t go. Please. I’m not cheater” I cried.
“I thought you deserve more, but I was wrong”
I sobbed sitting on the floor.
“I’m deleting everything. I’m deleting your pictures. And I’m gonna block you from my life”
And with that he left. I heard the door and his car was gone. He was gone.
And left me on the floor crying my heart out. I don’t know what I’m gonna do now. I don’t know whom I’m gonna talk. I’m not even sure whether I want to see sunrise tomorrow. I’m done.