It Never Ends

I’d been trying to study but all in vain. I was just re-reading the same paragraph for probably the fifth time.
Aaron was the only one I knew in this all new city and even he was not here now. It had been a week since that night and there had been nothing but radio silence. He was clearly ignoring me. God knows why.
The incidents of last week how Nathan tried to grab me, were still fresh in my mind. Aaron helped me to report him to police, but the officer said they’ll just give him a warning for now.
Nathan must have found out by now that I’d reported him to the police. His words from that night were still ringing in my head ‘Kelly! Don’t try to run, ever. Because I’ll always find you and finish what…. ‘
My phone began buzzing dragging me out of my thoughts. The caller ID displayed an unknown number. 

“Hey, Kells!” Aaron’s voice came from the other end. I hadn’t realized until then how much I was missing him. 

“Oh it’s you Aaron” I replied brushing the thoughts of that night. 

“Umm you okay?” My hand tightened around my book. 

“Yeah-yeah. I-I’m okay. Ab-absolutely okay”

“Did Nathan was-… ” before Aaron could finish whatever he was thinking I interrupted him “No Aaron!”

“OK. My phone’s broken, so couldn’t inform you” Maybe he wasn’t ignoring me then! 

“That’s fine”

“I’ll be back on Monday but if I don’t please cover for me” What?! Four days!! Disappointment sunk into me.
I couldn’t remember falling asleep but the sound of someone banging heavily on my door woke me in morning. As I got up I noticed my notes sprawled all over the bed. Adjusting my eyes to the brightness, I looked for time in my cell; 5:47am.
“Great! Who was missing me so bad this early morning!”
The banging increases and all the grogginess disappeared. Probably Aaron is back early. I jumped from my bed happily and grabbed the handle. But what if it’s not Aaron, an ugly feeling crept into my stomach.
“Who’s there?” I asked my voice shaky.
I recognised Nathan’s distinct laughter from his party. I felt terrified. 

“Nathan what you want?” I asked my eyes shut. “I’m not scare of you Nathan”
“Oh yeah babe? Then open the door and say it to my face” I blinked back a hot surge of tears.
“KELLY!” he barked again and I covered my ears trying to block his voice. 

“Kelly, baby open the door” he said trying to sound nice. 

“Go away” I shouted. I grabbed my phone and dialed Lisa, Aaron’s friend. “Kelly” she answered groggily. 

“Li-Lisa can you come please” I spoke between sobs.

“Hey sweetie what’s the matter? Sure me and Jack will be… ” my phone dropped from my hand when I heard a thud and my door creaked open. 

Nathan came to my room. “Nathan p-please!” I plead in a fail attempt to get away from him, my voice hardly audible.
“Report me to police, babe?” He lit his cigarette. 

“Where’s Aaron? Huh? I wanted to beat the crap out of him” Stink of alcohol lingering on his breath and clothes.
“You’re enough for now, baby” a series of chills shot down my spine.
The next thing I knew. I felt a muscular arm snake around my waist. His breath hitting my face as he whispered “Now watch me play nice!”

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Baby, I’m ready 

I remember, 

The taste of your lips, 

The sparks when we touched, 

The way you made me feel, 

With my eyes wide shut. 
But now I’m here, 
With your picture in my hand, 

With your voice in my head, 

With tears in my eyes, 

Always searching for my shadow in the sky. 
Still hoping, 

That you’ll walk right in tonight.

You left me Torn

You always had different ways to tell me ‘I Love You’ in front of my parents. 

You always used to found the third way to give me those tingling pecks, when my mumma was not looking. 

How everything changed so much? 

Wen all this came to an end? 

I just want to dream again, 

Like the good old times before the storm. 

But I know it will never be same, 

Because the day you walked away you left me torn. 

Happy!

You left me in bed

with nothing but tears. 

But now the well has dried

and I am stronger. 

I know it makes you sad

that I’m happy now

and my eyes are searching no more for you. 

I hope you do realise that

Souls with wings were made to fly. 

Here for You

Let me conquer you like Alexander expected to conquer the world

I’ll keep you safe inside my arms like my beating heart

I won’t let no trouble come closer to you

I’ll take the bullet for you

And at night when you can’t fall asleep

I’ll press my lips against yours to remind you that I’ll always be here for you. 

Can’t go Back

And now when I’m trying to forget everything, when I’m trying to move on you text me again. You want to be good like all those times. You showing me poems, you showing me stories. You telling me what all has happened in your home, with your dog when I wasn’t there. 

I don’t want to be there again. I have no tears left to shed. I don’t know how to tell you this. But I hope you take the hint from my face and block me from your life again. 

Will you ever come back? 

If I cry for you

Will you come back? 

If I promise to be your slave 

Will you come back? 

I can’t get over you

I guess I will never. 

My love was true for you

But you were there to enjoy. 

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